I arrived broken and in pieces
unanswered questions and a heart full of creases.
It was battered, bruised and broken
Spiritually on the floor and prayers that were unspoken.
I felt weak, and wanted to hide
Wanted to somehow end the fight.
If I put a smile the pain could not abide
There I stood and was unable to be might.
Endless nights with no rest
Torn but unsure of what was best
Life had to pause, it had to be dealt
The pain needed to be felt and not hidden in secret like The Veldt
Songs of worship prepared my heart
The warmth of friends became a start
Wisdom after wisdom became shared
In awe and adoration walls started to be aired
The pain was there, I was not healed
the battle had been long and deeply ignored
The scars were opened and felt within
It was time to allow God to break-in
From restoration, to healing
I knew that it could only be won by kneeling
I prayed for others and others prayed for me
There was a point of time where I simply needed to just be
I felt safe, I felt at peace
The pain leaving me was a disease
yes, there was the grief, loss and in confusion
But the worst were the lies from the enemy's allusion
I went there broken and confused
But realized being a victim was something that had to refused
With a stranger's hand upon my heart and faith that touched the sky
The withering destructive river has now become dry.
I left with victory and renewed in faith
I arrived home with no more wraith
going forward off I go
step by step firm against the foe
What a blessing to have a place to heal
where time stops and I could just kneel
My feminine soul united with the sisterhood in prayer
Filled with love, unity, adoration and in one lair.
Seeking guidance, peace and love
from the only one that sits above.
United in the spirit I am not alone
With strength and power from the one who sits on the throne.
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